The days seems to pass heavily these days.
It seems I can no longer muster the strength to carry on..
I feel distant.
From everyone..

It weighs heavily on my mind.
The burden is great.
What I used to believe in are inexorably slipping away..
I trudge along, alone.

Smiling without smiles
Laughters without mirth
I am losing. To myself.
I need to get away but my heart is unwilling.

My sky no longer has a defined destiny.
I see only uncertainty.
I reach out but there is no where to grab.
No one to reach.

I am once again alone.


ps: Happy Belated birthday Monster. Hope you like the present.